Environment differences..

ermmm this topic reali weird rite???
but I feel tat I m the only one that understand the meaning of it.....
this few days I feel so tired....make me so moody and keep think of useless things....
I feel tat everything changing I dunno why....but its reali change.....
i juz nit to get use of it.....
suddenly i missed my axis family so much........i reali donno why....but i found the happiness , care and memories once i m with them.....other than that they wont make me think so much........
when i m sad, they will find something to make me happy......this is the photo they send to me when they were in banting..... chiew hui and i staying at axis...and i m reali sad till cry non-stop for some reason....so this photo cheer me up....thanks dude..=)

when i m sick, they will force me drink water and eat this and that...especially the lao ah pek in the house.....
when i m stress, they will tell me to relax and show me that they are more stress...hehehe.....
when i m alone in the house...they will send me pic that they are always here....
this is them......during study week they went to mcd to study......and i m alone in the house....both of them cam-whore and sent me this photo....

when we are free or when there is someone birthday...we will always celebrate and have fun......



hehehe..last week just came back from singapore with them......it is a nice and wonderful trip....=) US...=)



i m sick again........not a good thing to me.........i cant do anythin and eat anything.........plus super duper tired.......
this fri...i m goin to axis....camping there wit my bestie and dear.....=)
28-01...i m coming.......wait me ya.....

AXIS family first oversea trip....SINGAPORE...=)

I am going to update my blog by writing a report of my trip to singapore with my axis family......glad tat i can follow u all go singapore....and it reali happened...=)
still i m lazy to type this blog...let the photos show u all the report of this trip..

why????

i cant stand it any more......arggghhhhhhh....
first time saw this kind of unless person and dirty person.....
noe how to say ppl but donno how to say urself....
everything wan to follow ppl.....
i dint reali want to say anything or touch anything about u and ur family....
but u juz make me no eyes to c and no sense to feel.....

wthhhhh.......u think who u r?????????
my mum???
my dad???
pls la........behave urself......we are not born to serve u.....

don make me scold u and say i dint respect u.........
and don make things become unhappy.......

don reali wan to care de...but u treat my family like ur servant then pls wait ya....
c wat will come to u........

random post...=bbb

its 111111...
happy birthday to my dearest sister...
hope u are happy always..
earn more money and enjoy ur life to the max ya...
muackkksss....hehehehehehe....flying kiss.....
gonna have birthday dinner with her and family...to celebrate her birthday....
i save $ becoz she don wan my present offer....hehehee
u r the greatest sis.........support u always.....


ermmm....i miss U so much....
still we both are busy with each other finals.....
gambateh ya dear.....i noe u can do it wan...=)

i addicted to this song this few days....
'YOU AND ME' from olivia ong.....
nice song.......and it is U and Me...=)

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
Theres some kinda magic in the air

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell theyll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me
You and me

Respect????

i noe i donno how to respect ppl sometimes....
still i think i m better than U......
i think u better understand the word RESPECT before u say ppl donno how to respect..
i donno how to respect...is not for U to teach me learn how to respect and scold me...where my parents dint do anything and say anything......becoz i m still better than U and i only respect those who respect me and appreciate me............i think i donno how to respect ppl like U nia lo....
pls la.......think before U say ppl....it is useless when u say ppl without thinking.....
U scold ppl F*** mean very respect ppl ar????
then, everyone can simply use tat word de....next time ur children will oso do the same...
everyone patience have its limit......U are already over my LIMIT....

shut up and get out of my LIFE..!!!!!

Emotional day...=)

What would U do if every time U fell in love with someone U had to say good-bye?

What would U do if every time U wanted someone they would never be there?

What would U do if for every moment U were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?

What would U do if your close one died tomorrow and U never got to tell them how U felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die.

But I want to tell you I love you and you are my love one...

That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.

Would I be in yours?

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to U again in my life, U are special to me and U have made a difference in my life.

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.



I LOVE YOU ALL>>>TRULY DEEPLY LOVELY HAPPILY...




I suddenly feel tat I am so emotional this few days.........my tears like will drop any time and anywhere or listen to song like cry on my shoulder where I nit to control it so that I wont let anyone noe....
- I miss everyone in the house....
- I miss my family as I dint c them for 2 weeks de....
- I miss U like nobody noes....
- I just feel tat I am insecure without any reason.....
- I being ignored without reason....

BUT I am happy tat I have my family tat always there for me....tat the time I feel secure.....
BUT I am happy to have the AXIS family tat always care me without any complain....
BUT I have all of U...too make me happy and cheer up.......
I will ignored the useless one and appreciated the love one......

<3 U r always in my mind and heart.....

in love with this song Ru guo you ru guo....=)

这 世 界 如 果 有 如 果
zhè shì jiè rú guǒ yǒu rú guǒ
如 果 一 切 重 头 如 果 你 再 说 你 爱 我
rú guǒ yì qiè chóng tóu rú guǒ nǐ zài shuō nǐ ài wǒ
习 惯 阿 熟 悉 的 温 柔
xí guàn ā shú xī de wēn róu
turn around turn around turn around

怎 麽 还 是 一 个 我
zěn me hái shì yí gè wǒ
雨 滴 滴 答 答 的 坠 落 还 有 什 麽 说 不 出 口
yǔ dī dī dā dá de zhuì luò hái yǒu shén me shuō bù chū kǒu
泪 不 停 不 停 的 滑 落 习 惯 没 有 你 的 角 落
lèi bù tíng bu tíng de huá luò xí guàn méi yǒu nǐ de jiǎo luò

I want to sing a song for you
sing for myself
没 有 你 的 天 空 没 有 云 朵
méi yǒu nǐ de tiān kōng méi yǒu yún duǒ

you are my everything and I really love you
在 泪 乾 了 以 後 想 听 你 说 爱 我
zài lèi qián le yǐ hòu xiǎng tīng nǐ shuō ài wǒ

想 太 多 如 果 有 如 果
xiǎng tài duō rú guǒ yǒu rú guǒ
如 果 永 远 爱 我 如 果 最 後 能 到 最 後
rú guǒ yóng yuǎn ài wǒ rú guǒ zuì hòu néng dào zuì hòu
一 个 人 该 习 惯 什 麽
yí gè rén gāi xí guàn shén me

turn around turn around turn around
习 惯 晚 安 自 己 说
xí guàn wǎn ān zì jǐ shuō

雨 滴 滴 答 答 的 坠 落 还 有 什 麽 说 不 出 口
yǔ dī dī dā dá de zhuì luò hái yǒu shén me shuō bù chū kǒu
泪 不 停 不 停 的 滑 落 习 惯 没 有 你 的 角 落
lèi bù tíng bu tíng de huá luò xí guàn méi yǒu nǐ de jiǎo luò

I want to sing a song for u
sing for myself
没 有 你 的 天 空 没 有 云 朵
méi yǒu nǐ de tiān kōng méi yǒu yún duǒ

you are my everything and I really love you
在 泪 乾 了 以 後 却 还 记 得
zài lèi qián le yǐ hòu què hái jì dé

还 记 得 青 苹 的 酸 甜 酸 到 心 里 没 有 感 觉
hái jì dé qīng píng de suān tián suān dào xīn lǐ méi yǒu gǎn jué 梦 太 美 回 忆 太 心 碎 再 多 给 我 一 点 点 的 勇 气
mèng tài měi huí yì tài xīn suì zài duō gěi wǒ yì diǎn diǎn de yǒng qì

I want to sing a song for u
sing for myself
没 有 你 的 天 空 没 有 云 朵
méi yǒu nǐ de tiān kōng méi yǒu yún duǒ

you are my everything and I really love you
在 泪 乾 了 以 後 想 听 你 说 love you
zài lèi qián le yǐ hòu xiǎng tīng nǐ shuō love you

这 世 界
zhè shì jiè
如 果 有 如 果
rú guǒ yǒu rú guǒ
如 果 一 切 重 头
rú guǒ yì qiè chóng tóu
如 果 你 还 在
rú guǒ nǐ hái zài
请 说 你 爱 我
qǐng shuō nǐ ài wǒ

blurrr!!!

i m so blurrr for myself...as i donno wat m i thinking and wat m i worrying......
i m quite suffer becoz i cannot say out wat i feel and wat i think....therefore i juz nit to pretend donno and don think so much to make myself even sad.....i donno how i m goin to face or go on as ppl keep saying it....sometimes i jus hate ppl keep say about it.....i reali reali hate but i cannot do anythin....i know we don look alike and i don we don do things together....i juz be myself and this is me....i don care wat ppl say...but sumtimes it reali influence my thinkin......therefore i nit to rest........
i donno how to continue de.....=(

outdated blog..=b

ermmmm...very long dint update my blog de......
reali long.....

my life....????
shuld be the same.....
juz start a new sem...and it is the critical year mean final year for me...
things getting uneasy for me......
i feel stress since the sem start....becoz i got bad feeling.....i feel very difficult to go thru all this moment....sumtimes i juz feel of giving up...but i noe this is one of the stupid reason that i m thinking....i already gone thru till here how can i stop......

i m in the second week of the sem....during the first week is reali difficult to over....the time pass very slow......as i got nothin to do....i feel very upset when i m in KL.....i keep think that how good i m in klang now....how good i got u beside me....how good i can chat and watch movie wit my family.....how good i can eat my mother cut punya fruits.....becoz everynite i get to eat my mum cut punya fruits...but at KL i cant get to eat any fruits....i reali miss them when i got nothin to do....i will keep think.......another reason i m boring becoz steph is not around for 2 weeks...i cant get sumone to chat and gossip around.....luckily i still got my roommates and lao ah peh talking, playing and taking care of me.... i feel very happy to have u all....and i got the mother feel from lao ah pek...as he keep remind me to drink water when i m ill....i oso got from vicky and angeline, my roommates. another one is my chef, uncle poh that cook for us nice food.......but i juz nit the 7 of us always together becoz when sumone is miss out will become very weird.....

august and september is reali busy months.....
cant reali have time to get along wit my family and u.....
most of my time is already a must to go KL....
it is one of the sad things for me as i cant get along wit u all.....
i will appreciate the time wit u all......
God pls give me more time...
so tat i can have more time to be wit the person i wan wit....
I <3 u all...=)
i juz hope u all will take care as i m not around wit u all.....
take care....miss u....=b....

babies is not around....

cant believe 3 babies died de.....
they are quite big de....tot i will have another babies....
maybe too many ppl c them de.....and they are too stress.....
bad news....sad betul.......

its already the second week.....i m goin back to class soon....
stressful life is goin to be here again....=(

i m happy tat i got my first birthday present....
thx to my dad...=)
<3.......thx to mummy too.....

Juz Accept It!!!!

everyone has their own problems and life....so do I....
I never hope for more...and
I never hope for less too.....
I will never complaint on what I lack of....but
I still have feeling toward jealousy and sadness....
I hope for more is just that I hope u can change.......
I have bad feeling.....on what I m thinking of....=(
I just hope everything will be alright....



I have to accept the things that i see and i feel....
things turn different and everything change.....
I hate it so much....but just have to accept it.....
maybe i had fault but i did apologized......



hope my decision is correct.....
and hope i wont regret for it....


cant wait for it...=)
I don hope for something special..but
I hope for something make me happy...
and I nit the care from u...because I m not as strong as u think of......

bad news!!!

got a lot of bad news today....
i hate it so much....
i reali don understand why????
i m so tired to hear all the bad news...
firstly went meeting for my course planner....and its make me disappointed and fan....i feel so pek chek becos there are too many problem around.....for me to complete my degree.......not reali like it....juz nit to accept and listen to wat they told and they nit.....not reali a good idea for me.....

second....everything being plan well but sumthin make me reali upset...maybe becoz i m not in the right mood de.....becoz i receive a third bad news....
life is short....we muz reali appreciate wat u have and wat u dont have......and appreciate ppl around us.....
both of them together happily and sweetly but now being separated and hope that she can stay strong to continue her life.....

juz do it....!!!

today i did sumthin that i promised will not do....
but i did it....hehehehehe...

had a haircut and had changed my hairsytle (i donno got change bo la)....today......
this is my sis and I....

my baby born babies again.....now got another 3....omggggg....big family comin out.....but they are cuteeeeeee.....
SEE those are the babies....with the mummy and daddy.....=)


some of my wishes have come true....i m so happy......
reali happy to have u all in my life.......
u all make my life bright enuf for me to keep it up.....=)

Holiday mood in my mind.....

2 more to go then i m free for 1 month.....
a bit stress up this few days.....lack of sleep and tired to the max......
i juz hope its over as soon as possible...so tat i wont be so suffer....
today juz finish company law exam....and i donno wat i wrote is correct or not....
actually a bit worries for its.....sit at the exam hall make my brain blank....
there are another 2 scary subject to come that are international business and financial reporting standard.......

one month dint go back home de....
donno how??? and how is my family goin on...? how their life????
holiday....plan....nit to rest to the max.....
becoz i noe i got difficult road to go on next sem......becoz it is my final year....hope everythin goes well....and it is one of my wish.....

i miss u so much.......
i wan go home de......

FRIEND!!!!

WHY?????

i damn pek chek and feel kolian to her when i heard what i don like to hear.....
why this world got this kind of people....that donno how to think???
why they donno how to think????
why they are so useless?????
damn useless......
ur mum take care of u all till so big but u all juz donno how to think...
why u all wan make her sad???
why u all are such a useless child???
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


i hate everything tat happen around me.....
maybe i shuld say to myself tat pls don so kepo...
becoz lastly u will be the one being blame.....
my family background is juz like a drama.....and i think it is true.....
juz hope tat my parents and siblings be happy always and don care about others...
be a good children and don follow ppl steps... enjoy ur life to the max....
becoz i donno wat will happen tmr.....

life at Klang!!!!

friday went back to klang after my class.....
parents is goin to hat yai fri nite....
so the nite is for my family.....
when i reach home mummy and daddy oso reach home becoz they buy grape for me to eat....home sweet home.....grape is one of my favourate fruits.......
so i eating grape now...hehehehehe
dinner wit family and chit chat wit mummy and sister....=)
reach 11 is the time they goin hat yai....so nit to wait next week or next next week only can c them.....=(

sat wake up and go brunch wit sis....becoz veli long dint go out wit her de....
she went sabah last week so don get to c her for more than 3 weeks de....after that go jj shopping..and meet Cerdwin Yap.......(she call me fri nite said tat her parents not around too....so she come my house to stay...and do assignment...becoz both of us rushing assignment then final....) after jj we balik rumah lo....and start her assignment....i chit chat wit cousin siao po.......until around 7... everyone is out......nobody at home..and i drive out..me and cerd plan to go watch kungfu panda..so i drive to jj aeon to buy ticket...luckily still got 2 seats for us...at 12.45...... after tat go eat steamboat and back home again.... nearly reach the movie time only we go out......=b
so a lot of first things tat happen yesterday....watch midnite movie wit cerd (juz both of us)....drive out without any family members beside me but is best fren-cerd (sh is the first fren i m fetching..hehe)......drive out midnite juz two of us....actually a bit scary and dangerous....hehehehehe........ so my saturday is quite fun and enjoying.....reach home at 3 sumthin i think....belong to cerd and fen...=b

miss baby kungfu panda so muchhhhhh.....

sunday back to KL life....reach condo at 11.....
juz enjoy my sunday wit assignment...
i m starting my engine now...=)
missu missu......=D

one word to describe me "tired'

i m so tired....today juz finish company law test.....plus 8 hours class....
company law test contain 30% assessment marks....and its make everyone study till siao........
today is not a good day for me actually.....wake up early and take bath....after bath saw my shirt kena others baju colour.......tat one of my favourite......still its ok and when class.....
on the way to college, i check my bag and forget to bring my purse...i leave it at condo.....damn omg lo......and after class i goin back straight to klang....so i feel tat i m so stupid till forget to take out.....
so after company law, my fren bring me go condo take back my purse.....=) and i m late for second class......
straight masuk class tio kena present in front of everyone.....i m not ready for anythin...feel so sudden and nervous.....
after BES class tio go back de.....miss my sweet home and gonna spend my day at home to do my assignment.....rushing for assignment...make me cannot sleep and worried...
juz now after dinner plan to take a nap...but cannot reali sleep....
still got another 2 scary assignment wit 2 presentation.....and lastly final....

another thing make me feel tat i m stupid...monday i got mock test for international business but i dint bring my book back.......reali not a good day for me.....
a lot things to worry......
condo cannot apply streamyx.......and now i nit to find a better broadband to support in 28th floor....still rushing for assignment....and a lot of replacement class goin on.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

after this sem, i nit to rest to the max....before i start again another sem....
come back got a lot of nice things to eat tat prepare from my parents...hehehehe
love them so much....
today is 520.....
I love U......<3
gambateh together...=)
missu missu.......

i m still the SAME!!!!!

already more than 1 week dint go back home de....
miss my parents so much....my dad everyday call me to tell me to be careful...due to the acid splasher in KL....and its happen near my area.....so i reali nit to be careful....

the first tear drop when i move to KL is when he call me and tell me that he missed my voice and wan to listen to my voice.....that make my tears drop without controlling...
i cannot listen to my parents voice when i m not around for a long period...becoz i will miss them so so much.....so i m still the same......
after he called me i start to homesick.....but i still control myself and will overcome all the this happen.......

not goin back to klang for around 2 weeks...becoz i have 2 tests...that are company law and financial report standard.....=( after test got a lot of assignment goin to settle lastly is my final.....

everyone i already start to adapt to KL life....
and i will jaga myself to the max....
love u all so much......=)
goin back klang this coming fri but i think i cannot meet my parents le....
becoz i think they goin to hat yai.....and sis goin sabah.....
so have to wait another week only can c them......
i wan to c everyone le...............hope i can c everyone ya.....include u all...=)

Home!!!

Artist: Westlife
Song : Home

Lyrics:

Another sunny day,
Has come and gone away,
In Paris and Rome,
I want to go home,
Mmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by,
A million people I,
Still feel all alone,
I just want to go home,
Oh I miss you, You know,
And i've been keeping all the letters,
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or to,
I'm fine baby how are you,
Well I would send them but,
I know it's that it's just not enough,
The words were cold and flat,
And you deserve more, Than that,

Another aeroplane,
Another sunny place,
I'm lucky, I know,
But I want to go home,
I've got to go home,
Let me go home
Im just to far,
From where you are,
I've got to come home,
Let me come home,
I've had my run,
Baby i'm down,
I want to come home,

And I feel just like,
I'm living,
Someone elses life,
It's like i just stepped outside,
When everything was going right,
And I no just why you could not come along with me,
'Cause this was not your dream,
But you always believed in me,

Another winter day,
Has come and gone away,
In either Paris and Rome,
And I Want To Go Home,
I miss you, You know,
Let me go home,
I've had my run,
Baby i'm down,
I want to go home,
Let me go home,
It'll all be alright,
I'll be home tonight,
I'm coming back home

this song suddenly in my mind.....
so i choose to post it.....
home is always my home........
i remembered i will sing this song to my frens called angeline....
becoz she same as me.....nickname same and will homesick....
i m home for a day...then is my time to relax for 2days.....
celebrating mother day at genting.....
HAPPY MOTHERs DAY mummy...=)
u r the best mother ever...i love you so much....


introducing my gal housemates.......galsssssssss rockkkkkkkkkkkkk.........
from left- angeline, vicky, me and steph...this is the gal in the house....
after presentation.....having nice meal.....

my new PLACE....=)

i m updating my new place wit pic....
this is my new condo.....i think i gonna stay here more than one year....
missing her bed so much......
still cant sleep well at new place....
will automatic wake up in the midnite and in the mornin...=(

this is my room.....wit chiew hui and vicky....this is how my room look when wan sleeping time....
this is poh and small tan room....
this is steph and ken room...
small kitchen wit a lot of things...=)
small living room wit all in one....=b
my room toilet...=)
another photo of my room.....veli luan punya room....=b
this is the view from my condo.....=b phone camera quality not good...




hehehehehe...goin to go back tmr...=)
love her bed so much and her family too.....
missu missu...=)

LIFE that is 'new'

got a new life now....
everything is new....
i moved to kl de....its one of the new things ever for me to adapt to it....
stay here for two nite de...but still cant sleep well....maybe becoz its not my bed yet.....nit to slowly make fren wit it to become my bed.....and my house.....
can be said tat this place is my second house.....
life is becoming more and more challenging....to make me face my future.....
so i will try my best to do the best......

i got a new pillow blanket wit me...=)
thx u......

be BRAVE!!!!!

BRAVE is basically pointing to FEN.....
she start to feel scare of moving....
but she nit to face it......=(
today she juz came back from her frens house.....for around 4days....
becoz of assignment and test then she nit to stay her fren house.....
and juz four days making all the house members start missing her...
first, her grandma.......she ownself donno why she feel the love from her grandma today...make her feel so sad.......
second is her parents......asking her to eat and buy better things for her.....
sis and bro....talk a lot...and making fun of sumthin....=)
aunt and all....
they will miss her when she is not around for some day.....
she is appreciating the time wit their family....becoz she noe tat it will be lesser and lesser time for her to be together.....
she love her family so much and she noe tat they love her too.....=)
fen sweet home...<3

moving to KL next week......
reali cant predict it is so fast....
midterm break = no break...
this is becoz i have replacement class for 3 days....from 9am to 5 pm....
i wan to siao de after seeing the replacement class.....omgg....
juz like a seminar......
i reali cant stand 8 hours a day....=(


fen miss ppl around her...
fen love them too...=)

2 become 1

last two days my mimi born 2 babies...but now left one...T.T
according to wat i google searched hegdehog will kill their babies for the first time....so the mother kill one de and now juz left 1....

actually its make me happy after knowing tat they gave birth....
then after searchin and knowing they will kill or eat their babies make me feel sad...and hope don wan to have the babies....becoz i don wan the babies to die.....
i cannot do anythin juz to make it natural...
becoz i cannot separate them.....i cannot give them food or milk to stay....
animals veli scary becoz they will eat their own babies....cannot accept it...T.T



today done the first test....
it is also 2 become 1...
becoz i got 2 test that consist 15% each......
so 1 already down and left another one after my midterm break....
this news is juz for my FRS...=b....
i got another test is company law....and it is 30%....a bit scare de.....
i dono anythin about company law...omg.....already week 5 and my mind is blank wit all the law law things.....its killing me......=(


this month is goin to be a busy month...becoz i m goin to move to KL....
when the times come then we have to face it....
found a condo call AXIS.....
and moving in soon.....i think shuld be next week.....=(
moving, assignment, presentation and test make me like siao lang.....
hope i will gonna handle it properly....
another one week i m goin to leave KLANG.....=(

take a break!!!

after studying for my test....i mean after reading one chapter i nit a break....c the words and numbering till my eyes damn blur....so i nit a break....hate test..and i have no confident for this test...omgggggggggg.............
i decided to blog..to take a break....hehehehehehe......

got a surprise from U!!!
hehehe....i reali donno tat for me......
saw my name keep appear in the small piece of paper make me feel weird...
then i agak agak noe wat is tat for....
thx nini, ting, cerd and kz....=)
this is how its look like....the board full of notes.....muahahahaha....this board will make me miss u all.....=).....missu missu...=b
yesterday was an awesome day.....
breakfast, movie, manicure, and pasar malam...
having fun and enjoy...=)

nini- study hard for ur final o......

Its time to start my engine!!!!

beginning of april is reali sumthin good and bad....
a lot of assignment and presentation due for this two weeks
and test comin too....tmr will be my mock test...but still donno whether i m goin for the mock or not....
INB assignment due this fri but i still nt yet touch it...omggggg.....

gonna busy wit all the stuff....
-inb assignment
-bes resume and outline of career plan
-test 1 of acc
-presentation acc
-presentation career plan...
-detail of Hong Leong Group for industry assignment...
-law tutorial...
-still donno...=(

ermmmm tired of assignment...and tired of shifting...
a lot things nit to plan and arrange....
a lot of things nit to buy....
found the suitable condo.....=)
gonna sign contract tmr.....
confirm stay there by next month... and gonna start to shift things by middle of this month....
KL is goin to be my second house...

okie..tat all i m goin to say...gonna ready everythin and start my assignment de....if not i reali not enuf time de...take care.....=)

Gonna miss U!!

yesterday was my last class for yoga....
i felt so sad when its already the last class....
actually i can have another month but due to my timetable, assessment and shifting reason so nit to stop by this month.
i gonna miss my yoga teacher so so much....
she is reali a good yoga teacher.....u juz cant find a better one....if she is there.
she will msg me if i dont come for class...
she will call me replace if i absent for one day...without paying....
she will let me stop class for one month without paying....
she will always focus on me and call my name in class...
she give me a vase for decoration.....

this is the one....
i nearly cry out when she give me this and said i will miss u...and i will wait for u..and leave a space for u to come again.....her advice is...delete all the bad and negative things and keep all the good and positive things or memories....
when i m goin back after the class,my tear reali drop becoz she repeat the advice again and call me to take care of myself....thank you teacher jenny...i will be back.....and miss u so much.....=)

movin to kl is reali a bad thing for me....make me veli veli sad...becoz home is always the place tat make me feel safe and happy.....and moving outside is the time for me to be independent...becoz a lot of ppl keep say me tat i m too stick to my family and house. i will always feel homesick or miss my house whenever i m out of the house.....this is part of my weaknesses and i will overcome it soon....
everyone said juz kl...but for me kl already far....so i m not goin to oversea.. if anyone sponsor me or my parent willing to pay, i oso wont go oversea....go holiday then okay la...hehehehehehehe
gonna miss everyone...especially my family, u and frens......=)
its time for me to learn how to jaga diri sendiri....
dont worries about me....=)
fen is always fen tat willing to learn....
MUZ miss fen too ya u all....<3

my happy family...=)take care o......love ya....
my bestiessssss...jaga diri la.....outin if i m back....=)

muahahahaha....could not forget my pdi buddies....tat is yuri and angela and others...

lastly this is my classmates and soon gonna be my housemates and roommates....=)happy to have u all...

YOU!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
i HATE u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
make me so bo song..........

27/3/2011

again its already the end of the month....
today there are a lot of issues i m goin to mention...
i juz don care about ppl feelin or my own feelin....
these issues being in my mind until i goin siao...so its time to express it out....

1st
i dont like to be middle person....
this is one of the pek chek things ever....
no matter in frens and family....this problem will happen...
middle person reali hard to become....if u don like tat person then juz voice out....
i dont have right to judge who is right and wrong......
so i choose to be don care and don wan be middle person....
*pls don ask me anythin about it....

2nd
i nit ATTENTION...
hehehehe i have a shirt write i love attention....
but now i feel tat i nit attention...juz a little will do....
without ur attention i will not do anythin...=(

3rd
my studies or college is another issue...
hate it to the maximum....
u can c hict(klang)is like a construction place...but still a place for us to study...
damn stress lo....management is poor....everythin is damn poor....
its time for me to study.....stress is my fren from now on....

i m damn lazy to continue this post....
actually i have more issues...=b
don ask me anythin about the issues above.....it is one of the main things in my mind.....juz don ask....=b
sumone said i became more happy compare to last time...izit?????

Its time!!!!

hehehehe..its time for me to blog....
everytime i start to blog but i juz cant end the post....so i juz don post it..=)
veli veli fast goin to end of the month....
things nit to be done and to be prepared...

~first
my cousin wedding coming soon...april 2nd....
hahahaha..i still not yet prepared for it....
all the cousinzzzz plan to wear black colour dress....but i still not yet find the dress that suit me.....how????...tired of finding.....

~second
hict goin to move to Fraser hill (sungai besi)....no more hict and its changed to HELP CAT.....so i m moving too....now a lot of things nit to do for the moving...goin to stay there but still cant find a perfect place to stay...how????...



Natural disaster is so so scary....ppl juz cant predict wat will happen tmr.....and everyone is hoping it will be better......
*pray for Japan*

appreciated ppl around u....as u oso donno wat goin to be or happen.....
stay happy no matter how becoz life is short....
juz a smile to settle everything....
is better to laugh than to cry......
love everyone surrounding me....=)

another new sem...=(

my 3 months holiday is goin to over soon....
one more week to go..
i m goin back to school...
juz like secondary school..but different feeling....
it is one of the scary things tat i nit to handle...
everythin nit to start over again....
after so long holidays..nothin is inside my brain....
all return back to my lecturers...and i nit to start over again...
veli fast this is my second year second sem....
this sem got a bit scare...due to the subject tat i m taking...
all come together....finance, auditing, international business and company law...=(
so this is the time for me to work hard....

other than tat...hict is goin to move and oso changing the hict name to HELP College of arts and technology.....it is consider the 2nd campus of HELP group...
funny things happen is my uni from Australia goin to end the partnership wit hict...this comin JUNE....so i m not longer HELP college of arts and technology...can said juz pinjam the place from HElP college to complete my degree..

veli long dint update my blog...planin to update my blog about CNY, grandmama birthday and all...but a bit lazy...and no time....work already fulfill my time...=(

No comment..

i reali donno wat u wan...
i reali don understand why u always do this kind of things..
i reali donno wat u r stress for...
i think u got wat u wan..
wat u nit to worry for...???
u r such a useless one...
u reali make me disappointed...
stupid behaviour and stupid attitude...
tot u veli clever???
tot u veli big....????
use ur brain to think...
how they treat u....and c how u appreciate them...
juz noe wat u wan...
but donno how to appreciate back...
and then only noe how to blame ppl...
always do the things tat is useless....
write nonsense and talk nonsense....

Disappointed..

life is full of emotional and problem......
everyone have their problem and feeling..

fen is disappointed....
i juz donno how to describe....
i feel so tired to c...
juz donno wat is happenin..
and why ppl keep think...
and donno why ppl like to do like tat...
it is right to say irresponsible ppl shuld be blacklisted...
and it is reali wat i reali will do to tat ppl...
damn immature...
better think properly then u will noe wat r u doin...and wat u shuld be doin....

it is fast tat CNY goin to end...
the first day of CNY is damn awesome...
My house got lion dance....nice 1
and happy to c all my cousin all around...=)
photo will be upload soon...

FEN Great day!!!!

hahahahahaha...
another day of off day and oso my holiday....=)
it is reali the time for me relax..
and the happiness is there...hehehehehe..
woohoo my great day...
today is my daddy birthday..
and we goin to celebrate his birthday tonite......
fatty daddy...hehehehe...happy birthday o...
love u so much....
and happy always....ever more happy then now...=)
u r the best daddy forever....muackkkkkkkkkkkksssssss....
muahahahaha..he goin to wear the polo shirt from me and sis tonite...
and be the handsome, young, smart and cute daddy.....hehehehehe....
update the photo soon....

one more week to go is CNY...
omg...damn fast....
and i still donno when is my off day..
i cant blame u..becoz it is not wat u wan....
and u r juz doin wat u can.....=)

fen theory of the day..-don simply blame ppl when u donno the real story or the story in detail....
hahahahaha..juz feel tat this happen in between me...not me...but ppl around me....if juz the small prob causes things happen then u sure will regret forever and ever.....

latest =b

hahahaha...gonna have the latest news and latest fen....
i m back to normal when the time past..
i m enjoyin my life back....
from everyone view, i m reali reali veli enjoyin de...and tat true....so love everyone around me..
and i m proud of myself tat i m who i m....
ppl come and go...
juz learn to accept and face the problem when it is reali happen to us...
and i trying my best to accept it and solve it....
working life is normal....
but i still enjoyin my life....
i can c diff ppl
i can do diff things..
i can meet back my frens..
i can do wat i wan...
the important things is i can c the real world around me...
this is to show me tat there are ppl tat worst than me...more ppl nit help than me...
i m happy for everythin i had...
i hope everyone happy too...
working= no freedom, no hangout, no time to rest and plus plus...
i don regret i m working....
i don regret on wat i did...
hope others understand wat i m doin...

GREAT DAY is a meaningful movie...
watch it and learn from it...
cant believe my little cousin cried when she watch together wit us...=)
mean she noe the meanin....
gonna watch HOMECOMING wit my family soon...
hahahaha....my beloved mummy ajak go watch...cant wait for it...=) <3

pls take care of urself everyone..no matter how...
gonna seldom blog...
keep me update..=)
family and frens...don worry on me ya..
i m back..hehehehehehehe

not in a right place...T.T

i donno wat i m in....
i donno wat shud i do...
i donno it is the right place
i donno wat my mind think
i donno my mind is in the right place???
i donno wat i m doin...
i m juz doin wat i can...
i m damn...
i reali donno...arghhhhhhhhh
my mind is tired of all the rubbish...
my mind is tired of everythin....
the feeling is damn bad...

i don nit wat i reali wan...but i juz nit u all...
i nit a break...mentally...
plz don make me.....

will be in the right place after a period of time....
thank for everyone who is by myside...
love u...=)

Everythin is diff....=)

new year= new beginnin....
and everythin is goin to be diff.....
1/1/2011....start working at pdi de....helping my supervisor...becoz she lack of manpower....a bit kolian c her....so i decided to help her...=)
new beginnin...so fen mood is recoverin de...so don worry...

hope the year 2011 will be better to everyone...
and happy alwix no matter how.....
a smile will make everythin ok....=D
happi happi new year to everyone...