HumAn BeiNg r sO We!rD

firstly the reason i post this post is because...
people do not know how to appreciate their old wan...
when i c how they treat her i feel veli pek chek but still i cannot do anythin..
this is becoz they are older....as ppl said wan to respect....
if i voice out then ppl will said why u no manners and big ppl things children don care....
funny things is u treat us as children but we noe how to think and u donno how to think...
she treat u all so good no matter wat u all did or how u all treat her
but wat u all did?????
she take care of ur children and u doesnot reali care about her feelin and ur children still noe how to show face to her...
wat kind of world is this and ppl is this.....
i reali beh tahan u all did this kind of things....
eat dinner oso nit her to call u all....i tot shuld be u all call her to eat??
if u all don have her to do all the things..i think u will suffer and tat time only u will remember her and appreciate her.....
but i cannot do anythin...becoz this is wat she wanted to do...
after seeing live show on how she and them...then i decided to post this..
sumtimes i will feel tat all the grandpa and grandma is so kolian...
as last time ppl like to give birth and have a lot of children..
but did their children treat them good????
i think the children make them sad and suffer more than treat them good..
life is so kiam pa....

second reason to post this is..
why ppl drunk de like to luan...
if i m one of ur family...
then i think i will go insane...
i reali don understand why u wan to do tat???
this is a shame to everyone....
can enjoy life dont wan but wan to cause problem...
alcohol reali tat nice?????
u shuld be the example to the family but..u disappointed everyone...

third reason...
people treat u good but u did not appreciate it...
end up kena blame....
life like this???? damn ***
u can do tat i cannot???
i reali don understand about u la...

i don wan to care about ppl things de...
we got blood connection oso...i don wan care...
i m not interested in it de....
becoz later i m the one kena scold...
i juz hope my parents stay happy and enjoy their life...
and i noe they r doin it...
love them so much....

which mood i m in?????

:D :$ :P :'( |-) :(

abit don understand about myself...
i donno wat is my feelin now..
all the feelin is mix around in my mind..but...
i donno i shuld cry, sad, happy, moody or more...
now i nit assignment mood and study mood....
everythin like gone...
this gonna be a tiring sem...
due to the overload of assessment...
sumtime feel tat assignment is good but sumtime feel tat is it bad..
it will affect the final result
no matter how u did..whether it is well or not..still disappointed myself..


result is out..i think it is still ok...
but i don have the mood to be happy..or sad...
and i still don have the mood to continue....
donno why...but will i continue till the end...
and there will be more difficult way to follow...
i will try hard no matter how...

wait until sien..!!!

haiz...pek chek lo....keep kena fool by the results..
last week lecturer said results will be coming out on last thursday...
but on thursday head department said will come out on friday....
so we wait...wait till now oso not yet come out....
a bit tired of waiting de...
this is result actually make me scare due to some reasons..
first..i donno wat i did is correct or wrong..
second...a lot of things happen in between..
third...confidence is becoming less and less..
and others..
all i can do is don think of it...and juz do wat i can do.....

this few days stomach got sumthin wrong....
stomachache keep come and go...
toilet is my next place....

hope my dream will happen in this second..
or in a short term...
a lot of question is in my mind...
but still i have to keep it in my mind..
let the answers come by itself.... :x

pek chek MONDAY!!

today is monday..the 3rd week of the class..
veli tired to be a gal....hahahahahahaha....but still have to be...
stomach not feeling well..but still have to go for class..
wake up early mornin to go out wit mum and dad for breakfast...
porridge is my breakfast for today...then go for class for an hour...
today acc is juz 1 hour then i ponteng my bes class....
to go eat and watch movie wit steph, yi ni and poh.
sorry tat we dint well plan ur birthday...
but still happy belated birthday...

after movie go back home, straight away KO..

today a lot of things things make me pek chek..
first, stomach bo song....reali beh tahan to the max de...
second, my phone...the problem donno come from where..phone or line???
actually i got reply everyone phone lo...if u dint receive my msg...sorry lo...reali sorry...
third, plan being ruined jus becoz of studies...i hate u so much.....

seriously in pain...hope i can sleep till tmr mornin...but i donno why i cannot....
everyone..my phone siao siao de...if cannot contact me or msg me...sorry lo....

2nd week...

this week is the second week of my 3rd sem...
still everythin is so luan...
not everythin is in order and
start to feel scare..
donno i will reali do it well or not...
today lecturer give an assignment call hict expo...
actually we nit to find other country specialty and culture..
this is so ma fan...and all the country tat he give is so...
look like cultural framework of business is so scary..

this sem quite stress due to the assignment in the cultural framework of business and the foundation of business leadership..
hope i wont siao for this subject and i will go thru all the things given..


results will be out next thurday said by my lecturer..
this is the most scary day ever...
pray hard for my results..
this few days mood veli pek chek and keep wan scold ppl...
so better don make me angry...hahahahahaha

U????

today feel veli sien and jux random blog this post.
do u still remember me????
too bad tat u r the last one for tat day...
maybe i juz can said u r damn busy till forget....

will post welcome 20 soon...
muahahaha...
long story to blog...
but lazy...