blurrr!!!

i m so blurrr for myself...as i donno wat m i thinking and wat m i worrying......
i m quite suffer becoz i cannot say out wat i feel and wat i think....therefore i juz nit to pretend donno and don think so much to make myself even sad.....i donno how i m goin to face or go on as ppl keep saying it....sometimes i jus hate ppl keep say about it.....i reali reali hate but i cannot do anythin....i know we don look alike and i don we don do things together....i juz be myself and this is me....i don care wat ppl say...but sumtimes it reali influence my thinkin......therefore i nit to rest........
i donno how to continue de.....=(