homesick..T.T

*homesick* this words appear to me when i nit to stay outside....
or when to frens house....
the reason i stay frens house is to study and do my assignment.....
it is not easy for me to stay outside....
but i already try my best to stay outside....
last time i juz can stay 1 nite...and now i think i can stay 4 to 5 days....
i nit to train myself to stay outside....this is becoz i m moving to KL soon....
sufferin from a lot *fan* when i nit to stay outside...

i m reali homesick and missin my family and bed since last last week..
i miss my parents when they go bangkok and i went frens house to stay..
i feel tat they rarely c me and i oso the same....
veli long dint have family dinner together and finally yesterday i had it....

looking forward to prom nite....
first time attend hict prom...wit all my VIP frens...
i think we will enjoy the days together....hehehehe...
after prom, i goin to be busy wit final.............

End wit =)

It already goin to end of the sem...
and i juz left one assignment...
tat is the foundation of business in leadership..
it is about the program of employer of choice....
other than that, i only left all the mock exam and....
lastly final exam...
so, fen is goin into the stress world....
after that i m free....
i miss holidays
i miss the hangout time wit my bestie...
i miss my relaxing time without assignment and exam....
i wan to enjoy to the max....till i start another sem tat make me mad again....

Today i got my Cultural framework of Business assignment marks
marks for the HICT Expo day, video shootin and lastly the presentation of NPO...
all the marks are not i expected...
i m veli happy to be group wit them....=)
HICT Expo day and video shootin are the first things tat i did....
the video is funny but i donno i wan to upload it or not....still thinking..hehe

now is the time for final....
nit to count down de.....
still got 21 days to go................

@times is priceless@

times is reali priceless when u r wit ur love one and with the frens u reali wan to be wit....
times reali priceless when it make me happy...and without pek chekness...
but if make sad and unhappy then it given me memories...
times changed people around us..
times changes things around us......
i will never noe wat will happen tmr....
reali never noe wat will happen tmr...
c the changes around u and u will noe wat reali nit to do....by not wasting it...

*STORY*
Got one aunt that open a restaurant she commited suicude..and this news reali causes shocked to my family....
tat restaurant is my family gathering for dinner every sun...
and i use to go the beside shop to buy my favourate snack that is yam yam...hehehe
and i think i cannot eat de...
she look good everytime we go there and if we dint go there eat for a week or 2..
then she will ask why so long dint come de....
i reali don believe about this news till my cousin tell me and my aunt show me the photo...
for this case, i had learned that we reali donno wat will happen tmr...
and wat causes her to choose this road...(i cannot write out the causes becoz i donno izit true)....


all my family and frens...if u all r stress or pek chek or cannot make a decision...
feel free to talk to anyone or feel free to find me....maybe i cannot help u much but still u can release the stress..and not to keep alone....
wat in my mind is juz to be happy...
i don care wat ppl do or treat me...
the most important is my family....
i juz care about them the most....<3
mummy and daddy is back.....hehehehehehe...............

DontUnderstandWhy?????

i don understand why there r so different between us...
i don understand why u treat me like tat but treat them different...
i don understand why and how shuld i react...
shuld i happy or shuld i upset...???
i will feel happy maybe becoz u will more care about me..
so u juz find ur way no matter how....
i still don wan let me go...becoz u scare sumthin will happen to me...
and i reali happy becoz of all this...

but i will feel more sad....
i donno why...i feel veli veli sad when u don let me go..
i reali hate it....they can do it and i think i oso can...
but how oso u don let me go...
i already try my best...i don wan to ma fan ppl..
i don wan to owe ppl sumthin....but u make me feel tat and do tat...
i veli tired de...juz do wat u wan..
juz hope u happy....reali hope u happy....tat all...

i m so tired...
the weather make me sick...
T.T
pls don ask me who....=X

FEN sot sot de...

I have learned....that life is like a roll of toilet paper.....The closer it gets to the end..the faster it goes...
I have learned....that those small things happen in daily that make life so spectacular......
I have learned..that under everyone hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciate......and loved....
I have learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts..so juz do wat u wan..don ignore it.....
People will never know how special some1 is until they leave....so apprecaite it...
maybe it is important for someone to leave.....so that they are given a chance to....know how special the person reali is and will start to appreciate things around u...
Family and Besties
I m still here...to care u when u are sick....to carry or hop u when u fall(haha..i think i will laugh)
I donno why i care so much when i reali nonit to care at all.....
if I had a wish....i will ask u all to spend ur time with me....
FAMILY and FRENS are together 4eva...muackkkkkssss

Family
u r my number one...
love tat u r one of the member...
memories r everywhere...
happiness r there to catch up together....
i wan more memories...more happiness...
i m damn homesick person...
i cannot leave my house for a longer period..
everytime u call me, i sure will T.T.......
this is becoz i miss u all so much......

Bessssttiieeessssssssss
u r my number two...
u r my best friend forever..
we dint meet nowadays but we r still stick together...
missing missing...
besties always stand beside each other thru good and bad....
u make me happy..
u make me laugh...
u make me think of the moment we together....
u all r the one that any1 could not have....
when i m T.T, ur advise and voice will make me cry more worst...
this is becoz i can feel tat u all r belong to me....and there for me...

sumtime i think we do not nit anyone else in the world....but then again who would we talk to and about.....
everyone nit somebody can be frens and communiate....sumone wit no reason to stay...
people come into my life and i know right away that they r here for me....but when they juz did for purpose...it will make me down...family and frenship is the only things that will make me T.T and turn to another person...

sum1 who love and miss u
sum1 who i love and miss them
sum1 that will always there for me
and ...
sum1 who i will always there for u...
go thru the good things and the bad things..
they make me happy when i m sad
they r my sweet and dearest family and frens...
i m glad that u all r my dearest
i will appreciate it all the time...
love u all so much...
no matter we r near or far...
we r always link together...and
nothin can make us separate...
muackkkkkkkkkkkkk...miss ya...<3

hehehehe...more of him and her photo...but.........

my dad said don wan her de....becoz her a bit scare...

-Fen's Theory-

=X
HATE
i hate rumours...
i hate ppl simply create storys...
i hate ppl simply think.....
i hate gossip..
i hate ppl wit 2 face..
i hate ppl tat is no manner..
i hate ppl tat treat old ppl badly...
i hate myself for not accept ppl opinion..
i hate myself for wat i do and think..
i hate ppl treat me good..becoz juz to use me..
i hate ppl overtreat me....
i hate the feelin of pek chek
i hate the feeling of stress...
i hate STUDIES...
i hate assignment...
and i hate everythin......tat make me uncomfortable...
so pls help me make all the hate away...

=)
LOVE...
i love daddy, mummy, sis and bro....
i love my frens...
i love my beds..
i love to shops..
i love shoes...
i love memories...
i love happiness..
i love him...
i love her...
i love to eat....
i love koko crunch...
i love yam yam...
i love holidays..<3

=D
WANT/MUST
i want sleep at least 8 hours a day...but i dint...due to assignment...
i want go holiday...coming soon
i want studies faster end
i want normal life without *fan*
i want shopping...
i want eat sumthin tat is special
i want yam yam
i want massage
i must eat well..
i must study hard...and holiday..
i must enjoy till max...
hehehehe..i think not yet finish wan..but don wan type de...

@WISH@
happy family...
enjoy life to the max...
everyone take care...
happy always..
study hard...and smart...
good luck for everythin...
and others....hehehe...

1 month to go...

now i wan to start count down de....
still got one month to go tio final and..
my holiday is here...
i veli veli happy tat holiday is near....
i goin to have family trip in christmas le....
so so fun....cant wait for it......woohoo...
i still got 5 tasks to go...
-perdisco..
-bes presentation
-video shootin
-acc tutorial presentation..
-minutes meeting...

after this 5 tasks tio goin to end de.....final to go......

nowadays, i m busy and always MIA...
hahahha....yesterday last minutes decide go ken house stay to do MYOB...
it is a tiring assignment....tat will make my eyes suffer....
if i got chance to choose then i wil choose to use ownself handwritting to do...
key in all the transaction is a disaster...it make me cannot sleep....
but i feel veli happy also la...becoz all do together til so late....
good work everyone...

i miss him and her.....my new pets......
so miss them le...i wan c them....
and......miss my home...........hehehehe...

hegdehog=)

c c....this is my new pet...got 2 but i juz manage to capture 1...hehehehe..
nvm i wil try to capture 2 tmr......
he and she...is veli veli cute....c de oso can become happy wan le...
still thinkin of their name....hehehehe
love my dad so much..

i feel sorry to my kiki and fun fun (sugar glider)....they already belong to other ppl...
and their baby too......but happy tat they found sumone better...

I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream


Oh yeah
I have a dream , a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
(pushing through the darkness baby)
Still another mile


I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream ,a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream (cross the stream) - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream (cross the stream) - I have a dream



when i wake up today, it remind me of this song...
this is becoz i had a dream last nite.
this dream is so awesome....
donno it will become reality bo.....
cant believe yesterday juz sleep for 2 hours oso can have a dream..
tot tired wont had dream de....
rushing for assignment and will have presentation this thursday.....
goin to be end of the sem...it is a good news yet a bad news.
holiday is approaching...and this sem goin to finish early....
i goin to do a lot of things in the holiday....
still thinking of work or dont work???
don wan think first....better think for final and all my assignment...
hehehehe...yesterday dream is unpredictable....
during my holiday not only me holiday...my parents oso holiday-ing....
both of them enjoying their life...good to hear tat....hehehehe..=)
everyone..take care of urself...
don miss me....i will be veli busy this period of time...
happy to hear tat got ppl miss me when i m not around..and
happy to hear tat u all still think of me...and find for me...
hope u al oso happy la....hehehehe...
bleeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....................

2 months...=(

In this 2 months, i think less than 2 months...
i nit to do a lot a lot of things....
i ownself oso donno wan to do which wan first and which one come first...
a bit pek chek when all the assessment come last minutes...
first time i do all the assignment last minutes...not becoz of i last minutes but is this sem memang all last minutes....
hope i can do well la....

today juz finish law test and it consists of 30% to my final...
i juz do wat i noe....tat all....everythin is depend on the marking....
finish this test like already finish my final....
but i still got long way to go le....
1 month for me is like....

my mind is full of rubbish...
i oso donno why full of rubbish...
trying to throw everything aways....
when i did de...sumthin will make me remember back...
i got a lot of things nit to do...

the list appear again in this post
- BES script...20/9 done
- expo day.....23/9 done
- paper work... done
- teamwork questionaire...4/10
- minutes meetin...4/10, 27/10
- law test done-
- acc tutorial...weekly
- law tutorial...weekly
- myob...18/10
- perdisco...31/10
- non profit enterprise assignment...7/10
- presentation of non profit..7/10
- video shooting....21/10
- acc tutorial presentation-week12 23/10
- FINAL EXAM 8-13/10

this is to remind me wat i nit to do...
juz one more month so fen keep it up...