babies is not around....

cant believe 3 babies died de.....
they are quite big de....tot i will have another babies....
maybe too many ppl c them de.....and they are too stress.....
bad news....sad betul.......

its already the second week.....i m goin back to class soon....
stressful life is goin to be here again....=(

i m happy tat i got my first birthday present....
thx to my dad...=)
<3.......thx to mummy too.....

Juz Accept It!!!!

everyone has their own problems and life....so do I....
I never hope for more...and
I never hope for less too.....
I will never complaint on what I lack of....but
I still have feeling toward jealousy and sadness....
I hope for more is just that I hope u can change.......
I have bad feeling.....on what I m thinking of....=(
I just hope everything will be alright....



I have to accept the things that i see and i feel....
things turn different and everything change.....
I hate it so much....but just have to accept it.....
maybe i had fault but i did apologized......



hope my decision is correct.....
and hope i wont regret for it....


cant wait for it...=)
I don hope for something special..but
I hope for something make me happy...
and I nit the care from u...because I m not as strong as u think of......

bad news!!!

got a lot of bad news today....
i hate it so much....
i reali don understand why????
i m so tired to hear all the bad news...
firstly went meeting for my course planner....and its make me disappointed and fan....i feel so pek chek becos there are too many problem around.....for me to complete my degree.......not reali like it....juz nit to accept and listen to wat they told and they nit.....not reali a good idea for me.....

second....everything being plan well but sumthin make me reali upset...maybe becoz i m not in the right mood de.....becoz i receive a third bad news....
life is short....we muz reali appreciate wat u have and wat u dont have......and appreciate ppl around us.....
both of them together happily and sweetly but now being separated and hope that she can stay strong to continue her life.....

juz do it....!!!

today i did sumthin that i promised will not do....
but i did it....hehehehehe...

had a haircut and had changed my hairsytle (i donno got change bo la)....today......
this is my sis and I....

my baby born babies again.....now got another 3....omggggg....big family comin out.....but they are cuteeeeeee.....
SEE those are the babies....with the mummy and daddy.....=)


some of my wishes have come true....i m so happy......
reali happy to have u all in my life.......
u all make my life bright enuf for me to keep it up.....=)

Holiday mood in my mind.....

2 more to go then i m free for 1 month.....
a bit stress up this few days.....lack of sleep and tired to the max......
i juz hope its over as soon as possible...so tat i wont be so suffer....
today juz finish company law exam....and i donno wat i wrote is correct or not....
actually a bit worries for its.....sit at the exam hall make my brain blank....
there are another 2 scary subject to come that are international business and financial reporting standard.......

one month dint go back home de....
donno how??? and how is my family goin on...? how their life????
holiday....plan....nit to rest to the max.....
becoz i noe i got difficult road to go on next sem......becoz it is my final year....hope everythin goes well....and it is one of my wish.....

i miss u so much.......
i wan go home de......