outdated blog..=b

ermmmm...very long dint update my blog de......
reali long.....

my life....????
shuld be the same.....
juz start a new sem...and it is the critical year mean final year for me...
things getting uneasy for me......
i feel stress since the sem start....becoz i got bad feeling.....i feel very difficult to go thru all this moment....sumtimes i juz feel of giving up...but i noe this is one of the stupid reason that i m thinking....i already gone thru till here how can i stop......

i m in the second week of the sem....during the first week is reali difficult to over....the time pass very slow......as i got nothin to do....i feel very upset when i m in KL.....i keep think that how good i m in klang now....how good i got u beside me....how good i can chat and watch movie wit my family.....how good i can eat my mother cut punya fruits.....becoz everynite i get to eat my mum cut punya fruits...but at KL i cant get to eat any fruits....i reali miss them when i got nothin to do....i will keep think.......another reason i m boring becoz steph is not around for 2 weeks...i cant get sumone to chat and gossip around.....luckily i still got my roommates and lao ah peh talking, playing and taking care of me.... i feel very happy to have u all....and i got the mother feel from lao ah pek...as he keep remind me to drink water when i m ill....i oso got from vicky and angeline, my roommates. another one is my chef, uncle poh that cook for us nice food.......but i juz nit the 7 of us always together becoz when sumone is miss out will become very weird.....

august and september is reali busy months.....
cant reali have time to get along wit my family and u.....
most of my time is already a must to go KL....
it is one of the sad things for me as i cant get along wit u all.....
i will appreciate the time wit u all......
God pls give me more time...
so tat i can have more time to be wit the person i wan wit....
I <3 u all...=)
i juz hope u all will take care as i m not around wit u all.....
take care....miss u....=b....

babies is not around....

cant believe 3 babies died de.....
they are quite big de....tot i will have another babies....
maybe too many ppl c them de.....and they are too stress.....
bad news....sad betul.......

its already the second week.....i m goin back to class soon....
stressful life is goin to be here again....=(

i m happy tat i got my first birthday present....
thx to my dad...=)
<3.......thx to mummy too.....

Juz Accept It!!!!

everyone has their own problems and life....so do I....
I never hope for more...and
I never hope for less too.....
I will never complaint on what I lack of....but
I still have feeling toward jealousy and sadness....
I hope for more is just that I hope u can change.......
I have bad feeling.....on what I m thinking of....=(
I just hope everything will be alright....



I have to accept the things that i see and i feel....
things turn different and everything change.....
I hate it so much....but just have to accept it.....
maybe i had fault but i did apologized......



hope my decision is correct.....
and hope i wont regret for it....


cant wait for it...=)
I don hope for something special..but
I hope for something make me happy...
and I nit the care from u...because I m not as strong as u think of......

bad news!!!

got a lot of bad news today....
i hate it so much....
i reali don understand why????
i m so tired to hear all the bad news...
firstly went meeting for my course planner....and its make me disappointed and fan....i feel so pek chek becos there are too many problem around.....for me to complete my degree.......not reali like it....juz nit to accept and listen to wat they told and they nit.....not reali a good idea for me.....

second....everything being plan well but sumthin make me reali upset...maybe becoz i m not in the right mood de.....becoz i receive a third bad news....
life is short....we muz reali appreciate wat u have and wat u dont have......and appreciate ppl around us.....
both of them together happily and sweetly but now being separated and hope that she can stay strong to continue her life.....

juz do it....!!!

today i did sumthin that i promised will not do....
but i did it....hehehehehe...

had a haircut and had changed my hairsytle (i donno got change bo la)....today......
this is my sis and I....

my baby born babies again.....now got another 3....omggggg....big family comin out.....but they are cuteeeeeee.....
SEE those are the babies....with the mummy and daddy.....=)


some of my wishes have come true....i m so happy......
reali happy to have u all in my life.......
u all make my life bright enuf for me to keep it up.....=)