how do u treat me???

nowadays reali pek chek when i think of how the situation did...
as i noe...i feel tat i did wat i can to fulfill ur nit....and i reali hope tat we will last long...but wat u did make me disappointed....
sumtime u treat me good and sumtime treat me like a servant...but i still don care how u treat me and i still hope everythin is alrite....
to me...no matter wat relationship oso veli important
to me....family, fren and others relationship is my precious
to me..i will try my best to treat everyone good and appreciate everyone...
but to me...is veli easily get hurt when sumone reali hurt me in the relationship...no matter family, frens and others...
wat u did reali make me upset and damn pissed off...
i not goin to take care of u anymore....
i tell u everythin i did and i tell u wat i nit to tell u..
but do u????
and wat u noe how to do is juz the children did....
i think all the thing tat u did is useless to me de...becoz i m heartless towards u...my feeling toward u already died...
and for u...i m juz ur servant and the person tat u use to take advantages...
maybe i got nothin for u to take advantages but...the way u treat me is also an advantages already....
actually wat is the meanin of relationship???

i hope i wont be so serious in a relationship anymore...
i hope u will still the u ever....
i hope i will be brave and don ever give ppl hurts me...
i will still be the same ME..no matter wat u did....
maybe u think tat i already change then juz continue think...
i don give a damn shit on u de...becoz i don wan to get hurt and waste my tears on u anymore.....
reali tired de.....i juz wan to do my best and tat all...
and i don care wat u say or complain to ppl....becoz u ruin my life...and i don care ppl view toward me...i juz care how my family look toward me.....

T.T 14/9/2010...